The piercing torment of loss
Has turned my life into a seesaw of chaos

Without you the smallest challenge wears me out
To the point where I want to scream and shout

The thousands of tears I've cried in despair
Why don't you notice me, why don't you care?

You left me in this harsh world all alone
Oh my love, how quickly your heart turned to stone

How could you leave me in the cold
In hollowness, without anyone to hold

Before everything was so upbeat and sweet
Now I'm begging for mercy, ready to accept defeat

Because my life became empty the moment you walked away
So all I want is to walk through heaven's Gateway

Every second, I pray it's my last breath
I plead to you, bring me forth to my sweet death

I'm tired of suffering, I no longer want to cry
No more, it's time for me to say goodbye